Things I Should Have Said

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I was so fucking close to saying this, I don’t know why I held it back.

I think I really am being selfish about wanting to know what’s going on. If I piss her off, she won’t talk to me. But this will all backfire on me anyway. Just like it always does. Because I’ll send her that letter about not talking about Gary around me and she’ll say, “But you act fine when I bring him up!” =o

I should have just looked her in the eye and said, “And you’re telling me this why?” Because I really don’t care. But I feel like I need to know because you don’t know WHAT THE FUCK you’re doing.

God, you’re so stupid. You have no fucking passion in you at all.

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